i dread the school holidays. today was spent being stupid but then again, it kept me occupied and that was what i really needed. so i headed to bugis num to spend time with ziyang as he was working alone, then sijia came to find us and we just basically slacked in the store listening to music and eating some light lunch.
then i headed down to wheelock num after lunch to have coffee with melissa, then i made that last and final call to her. tears rolled down like razor blades but i'm proud to say i've met my true love in this lifetime of mine, some people can live their whole lives not finding one. sadly, i'm not the true love of hers. well, i've found mine in her, hope she finds hers too.
maybe it's hurting so much because i gave it my all, but then again, giving my all makes me look back with no regrets too. loving and wanting is different, i do not want her, but i still love her and wish her all the best in future endeavours. hope she'll be happy and find someone for herself. i would not say find someone better because i know i have been the best there can ever be.
so yes, after the sappy part, it was back to wheelock num to kill time and keep myself occupied with leon who was working. so yea, i basically spend my whole day in two different num stores. lunch at bugis, then dinner at wheelock. haha. pretty boring, standing around to chit chat with leon and then buying dinner. simple things but at least helps take my mind off things. beats staying at home for sure.
so yea, gonna take a little time off to clear the uneccessary stuff in my room and then go out again. i just can't stay at home. btw, anyone wanna help me paint my room?
for the past week...thank you melissa, ziyang, sijia, leon, yuquan, kingston and my family.
you chose this path, all the best.
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