Monday, March 23, 2009

going against the tide.

everything i try doesn't seem to help make things easier. honestly, i had the best time from 6.30pm just now till around 9pm since coming back from melbourne. it is the only time where i was finally breathing normally again, but that was only as long as it lasted. what should i do? burn everything that reminds me? will burning photos, cards and gifts do the job? don't think so, guess i'll need to burn almost the whole of singapore down before every single trace of memory will be erased.

is this it? has the conclusion been finalized? is this the end of the road or a diversion of the road? 'the notebook' is the only thing that makes me think positive now actually, i guess. oh wells, i'm blogging because i don't really have anyone to talk to, i'm just blogging to keep myself occupied. this post is so meaningless, it tells nothing. i think i'm going crazy as time passes, i need medical help.

help.

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