Friday, March 20, 2009

friday is a weekly death anniversary.

Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lily

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

the song title reminds me of what might have went wrong. was it because i got you 9 red roses instead of your favourite blue roses or tiger lilies? i asked, but the florist really did not have any left.

i'm facing a test of courage since morning till now. i've been trying to complete something i stopped halfway since the weekends. as i stand strong to complete this task, tears are rolling down my face with every click of the mouse. it is so difficult for me. last week i was doing this with smiles, this week i'm doing it with tears. most people say i should stop doing this, but my heart tells me to finish it. i don't need help, i need encouragement. i'm facing this alone. finally, i have fallen sick too.

fuck, it's friday again. i'm not that strong. help.

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