only time will tell.

just got home from work at vivocity. supper-ed last night at carl's jr with clarisse and mrs siahaan, that's about it, lazy to blog, no mood. life's been fine. midnight movies anyone?

my first tattoo.

yes, i got my first tattoo today after work at bugis. no pictures yet, it shall be exclusive. hahaha. ziyang accompanied me, so yea, cool stuff, it could soon be an addiction. just got home from supper with him and sijia too. oh ya, i've fallen very very ill. like seriously kind. shit.

you're so hard to forget, don't remind me.

if i could edit my list of phobias i blogged about yesterday, i would want to add in maybe indonesian chinese, particularly with the name of vanessa or surnames like prasetyo. yea, that's about it. i curse. leon, don't worry, i'm fine with you and i'm fine with siahaan. haha. anyways, just this phobia can cause me to think of so many questions to ask and also remind me of scary things. fuck it. i curse again.

anyways, training today, dinner and walkwalk with clarisse, then supper with ziyang and coffeeshop talk. i lazy blog. byebye.

nobody can tell the future.

it is wednesday already, which means friday will come soon and i'll go into a state of frenzy again. oh gosh, i don't want it too but i can't control it. i've stopped going for friday trainings which is also my club training, it's only a matter of time that my membership is terminated and stuff like that. i don't have a choice, i just have a phobia, really.

i was once scolded for believing that nobody can tell what the future lies, i remembered i was scolded for this somewhere near the esplanade, but it seems that i'm right. months back, who would have predicted that things would be like this for me now right? oh wells. things can change drastically within moments so all we can do is live for the moment. i really hope this friday will be peaceful and happy, please.

i just finished talking to 1800-221-4444. it's pretty useless. i used to laugh and made a joke about this number when i saw it behind the TK handbook, now i'm calling it. stupid.

there's no turning back now.

my list of 101 phobias.

1) clubbing
2) caucasians
3) airplanes
4) airports
5) Diva (the shop selling costume jewellery)
6) weekend carnivals
7) going overseas
8) colleges
9) Australia
10) scooby doo
11) living alone in an apartment
12) doing housework
13) Australian cooking shows on television
14) anything on television that has relation to Western culture
15) people from Hwa Chong
16) overseas education oppotunities
17) pizzas
18) subway sandwich bar
19) bangles
20) cable trams
21) big supermarkets
22) luggages
23) washing machines and dryers
24) songs like 'I Love College', 'Right Now' and many more
25) strangers dancing together
26) anything to do with making out(real life, MTVs, pictures, etc)
27) white dress going with a brown belt
28) two single beds joined as one double bed
29) number 676
30) cigarettes
31) targus piercings
32) friday nights (especially Friday 13th)
33) friday hockey trainings
34) Slumdog Millionaire
35) Supre/Sportsgirl (Australian boutiques)
36) 'western looking' parks
37) my blue checkered shirt
38) my white v-neck tee
39) japanese curry
40) places selling sony vaio
41) grape biscuits
42) Post strawberry cereal
43) rare Havaianas designs
44) people named Lionel
45) short and black haired guys who club
46) big gyms
47) fresh markets
48) Darrel Lea
49) Australian Open
50) iPhone
51) 'little italy' (streets with italian food and stuff)
52) the alphabets XXL
53) seeing asians in western countries
54) fencing
55) roast chickens with fries
56) wardrobes with mirrored doors
57) homes with carpeted flooring
58) scent of dishwashing liquids
59) coconut and pineapple juice
60) Starburst candies
61) The Natural Confectionery Company candies
62) huge muffins
63) Arnott's shapes
64) korean cup noodles
65) scrambled eggs with cheese
66) aglio olio pasta
67) evian
68) electronic kettles
69) red plastic cutleries
70) gyoza
71) tiramisu
72) psychologists
73) cold weather
74) places that need access cards to scan to enter
75) laundry baskets
76) chocolate cafes (selling chocolate food and drinks)
77) english pancakes
78) teenage boys in groups (especially those that wear skinnies)
79) pornography
80) seeing couples happily together
81) people who cut their wrist
82) chariots
83) idea of having flings
84) white bed sheets
85) dark green or floral comforters
86) purple vaccuum cleaners
87) number 666
88) my SAJC romanis pe tee
89) roses coming in bunches of 9
90) sony cybershot
91) macadamia nuts
92) raisins
93) peaches
94) not sweet honeydews
95) bananas with freckles
96) milky bath foams
97) international time differences
98) arrow (the object itself coz it reminds me of the word)
99) starting afresh
100) giving trust
101) promises of forever

not exaggerating but these are really things that send a shiver down my spine whenever i see or hear them. no joke.

my new shopping list.

2 plastic jugs
shot glasses
1 packet of straws
1 bottle of vodka
1 bottle of cranberry juice
6 cans of redbull
ice cubes

anyone wanna chip in and join in?

just received credit card bills again, this time, one of the item stated, 'diva tullamarine'. if i could turn back to that moment, i would not have boarded the plane or at least relive the muffin moment again.

when disappointment turns to anger.

i finally slept in today. haha. then i basically rotted the day at home over some junk food and the television. pretty cool, not too boring for complaining, haven't been lazing at home for quite awhile. should i go out tonight? oh wells. pretty happy and pleasant day i must say. time flies, so fast, i'm normal, i'm okay, i think.

how could it happen when our scooby doo toy was right beside you staring?