nobody can tell the future.

it is wednesday already, which means friday will come soon and i'll go into a state of frenzy again. oh gosh, i don't want it too but i can't control it. i've stopped going for friday trainings which is also my club training, it's only a matter of time that my membership is terminated and stuff like that. i don't have a choice, i just have a phobia, really.

i was once scolded for believing that nobody can tell what the future lies, i remembered i was scolded for this somewhere near the esplanade, but it seems that i'm right. months back, who would have predicted that things would be like this for me now right? oh wells. things can change drastically within moments so all we can do is live for the moment. i really hope this friday will be peaceful and happy, please.

i just finished talking to 1800-221-4444. it's pretty useless. i used to laugh and made a joke about this number when i saw it behind the TK handbook, now i'm calling it. stupid.

there's no turning back now.